“ You could have grown cold, but you grew courageous instead.  You could have given up, but you kept on going.  You could have seen obstacles, but you called them adventures.  You could have called them weeds, but instead you called them wildflower.  You could have died a caterpillar, but you fought on to be a butterfly.  You could have denied yourself goodness, but instead you chose to show yourself some self-love.  You could have defined yourself by the dark days, but instead through them you realised your light.”
~ S.C Lourie


I want women to know who they are. I want women to be change agents in their own life. I want women to be free in a ways that haven’t been written about in movies and songs. I want women to take up space and lots of it, have a voice that speaks true and a heart that is ravenous for something wild, something desirable and something worth spending your life living for. I want women to be the leaders in their story, the heroines of their journey and I want women to finally come home to the realisation that they can have their heart’s desires in the world. This is my driving force. It’s more than a mission statement. It’s tattooed on my soul. It is time to dive off the cliff of your life into the vast ocean that is the life waiting for you to create and live. It will take everything you have got. It will be beautiful. Are you ready?

Waht Do You Want Grey

Metamorphosis is for any woman desiring to create:

  • A life of freedom inside or outside of the current structures of your relationship.
  • A life of living in your true integral power and from your innate knowingness.
  • A life of financial sovereignty, sacred money and spiritual congruence.
  • A life of deep radiant self care and deep self love.
  • A life that is a true reflection of your divinely wild nature, your gifts, your brilliance.
  • A life that creates from a new paradigm where only Shakti filled women would be brave enough to live: a life at your own desire-based creative edge.

We work practically to unearth your soul cravings, feminine, sensual, and desired vision. We will leave no stone unturned. We will also excavate taboos that bind you to a life that is not truly yours, traditions, ways of thinking that hold your wild hostage. I work with Embodied Intuition, Alchemical Principals, Creative Orientation Technologies, Sensual Somatic Embodiment Practices, Transpersonal Journey Work, Authentic Self Expression, Courageous Conversations, Intuitive Leadership and Self-Inquiry to serve women whole-istically.  This is the work I do in the world AND I LOVE IT.

Metamorphosis includes:

  • regular 1 on 1 private mentoring 
  • Land of Plenty, Fundamental Choices, Primary Choices and activation
  • Teaching and Practicing the premises of Embodied Alchemy, 
  • Invitation to join any and all programs I am running
    {Money Love, Alchemy of Money, Bespoke}
  • Sunrise Circle gatherings with all the other Metamorphosis and Homecoming Women
  • Monthly New Moon Completion Circle
  • Private community forum for sharing and teaching
  • access for support when needed {Kind- 0f- Lotus on tap….}

Morning Yoga Sunrise Circle

Metamorphosis is a 12 months and beyond mentorship program.
book an intimate, confidential, wildly real conversation to see if we are fit to
work together on this deep level

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“Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swamps of the not-quite, the not-yet, and the not-at-all.
Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach.
The world you desire can be won. It exists.. it is real.. it is possible.. it’s yours.”

~Ayn Rand


Raves of love

Jo Eckstein

Working with Lotus has made a huge difference to my life. Her courses and private coaching have been invaluable in helping me. I highly recommend her as a coach and mentor. ~ Jo Eckstein

Susana Frioni

If you’re ready to be initiated into your full power then look no further. Lotus is a Master Coach and a true Alchemist who is deeply devoted to helping you create a free and wildly desirable life. When you embark on the Metamorphosis Private Mentoring journey expect nothing but the truth, profound teachings, intuitive insights, huge shifts, outrageous momentum, a whole lotta love and the best support you’ve ever had. ~ Susana Frioni

Vicki King

If you are one serious groover then it is Lotus you need. She is one kick ass hippy chick that will help you get underneath the rubbish that holds you back and keeps you from receiving what is waiting for you!! She walks, talks, writes, breathes and seriously delivers what is true!Lotus is one generous woman that takes the time required for you to reach your potential. She has passion and drive that keeps you on track. One thing for sure is that there is no other ‘Lotus’! ~ Vicki King

Mandy Harris

There are great coaches then there is Lotus Kruse who will always get down deep into the corners of your mind and uncover the painful thoughts that are keeping you stuck in lack or limitation. She will work with you until those thoughts no longer hold any power and together create a new ones finding real evidence along the way that will truly set you free into the life you deserve, of beauty, creativity and abundance. I will be forever in deep gratitude for the universe bringing such a beautiful, passionate soul into my life! ~ Mandy Harris

Lisa Hodgson

Working with Lotus has been truly life changing for me. I am thankful to have her support and learn from her knowledge. I always look forward to the days that I work with her. ~ Lisa Hodgson

Ema Lou Peterson

From the very first time I met Lotus, she sparkled with enthusiasm to create and also nurture what my heart desired with honesty, love, support and laughter. From that moment I knew she would change my life in each encounter. Her energy constantly inspires the way I look at life and to reach for the stars, cause you can have it all baby. ~ Ema Lou Peterson

Viara Richter

Experiencing private coaching with Lotus felt like talking to an old, wise friend. There was this heart connection from the very beginning – feeling understood, feeling accepted. I love her non-judgemental attitude, the open heart communication and readiness to give and the ability to get down to the essence of an issue. It felt easy and effective. There was a new learning every time. ~ Viara Ritcher

Janay Leonard

Lotus is such a warm hearted, honest, empowering coach, with yes, a crystal ball. She has helped me to heal parts of my life, remember who I am and remember what I love doing. I have been taught by Lotus to be nothing but kind to myself and to make decisions for myself. She has empowered me to start speaking my truth and to follow my heart and intuition. Every time I wanted to give up, fall or walk away, Lotus never lets that be an option. ~ Janay Leonard

Alex Pyc

Working with Lotus in the Money Love Program and also in Wild Heart is one of the best things I’ve ever done for myself . Working with Lotus has changed my life, financially, spiritually, mentally, emotionally, etc. I dunno, it’s hard to put into words, all the ways working with Lotus has changed my life for the better, all I can say is from the bottom of my heart I am grateful to her! Lotus is hands on, this isn’t just a job for her, this is a calling.. I’ve loved every minute, even if it has pushed me out of my comfort zone, I know Lotus is there to support me and catch me if I need it. ~ Alex Peach


“Awakening is not a thing.
It is not a goal, not a concept.
It is not something to be attained.
It is a metamorphosis.
If the caterpillar thinks about the butterfly it is to become,
saying ‘And then I shall have wings & antennae,’
there will never be a butterfly.

The caterpillar must accept its own disappearance in its transformation.
When the marvelous butterfly takes wing, nothing of the caterpillar remains.”
~ Alejandro Jodorowsky