This is an exploration of grief. Not just my grief, but also the universality of grief. I write to find solace amidst the words and I write because I don’t know what else to do. I am not in any way special or unique in experiencing this profoundly confronting human emotion nor is this the…
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I want to shake you I want to hold you. My heart cracks to full I have been where you are It does no good it steals your dreams it puts a cog in your wheel I want to say, sing, shout and whisper to you to stop. stop: stop the lying to yourself and…
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It’s all so deeply triggering to me right now. I am not looking away. I am staying awake like the last sober person at a wedding. It’s hard to watch but I’ve been watching all my…
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Pressed flowers fade in dusty books unopened away from light, no room to breath Stay like a wildflower, unpicked let the wind and the rain come to you and dance in the field let the sun warm you and feel everything rooted in the soil of your own belonging – Lotus Indigo Shakti Kruse
There has been much polarisation going on amongst women. This gig called The Feminist Movement has many haters, dissers, critics, slammers, judges amongst women and not even far lefties or conservatives but liberal women, empowered women, self expressed women. I am still sitting in the depth of the dismissing of women exploring and being freely…
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I longed for a child whom I talked to in my dreams, singing funk and jazz all Sugar Lee. She did not come through the rolling door. It was late and the joint was shut. All the seed had been spent in another’s womb. I look at the bare skin on my arm where I…
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Today is the sixth anniversary of leaving my marriage. It was on August 1st that I told my then husband that I was leaving, and on this day, the first day of spring, the removalists came and moved each of us out into our seperate new lives. Telling him I was leaving was one of…
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I just got off a call with a very influential woman in the world of women’s healing. She and I both agreed that the Napoleon Hill way of doing things, in all it’s linear, male brain ways, is not the most successful nor nourishing path for women. But Napoleon Hill is the father of much…
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It may be the theme of the middle of winter or it could be a continual underground river of conversation that has gone un-listened to. Woman are TIRED. and I am not talking about a little lack of sleep. Women are tired all the way down to the bone. Tired of pushing, of the…
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This program is about coming clean with your money and with yourself. It’s about love. Loving yourself enough to tell the truth. Loving yourself enough to earn, save and spend money in a way that serves your highest good on the planet. It’s about understanding that how you do money is an example of how…
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